left alone

left alone, originally uploaded by melbin12b.

loneliness is hypocracy..
we feel we r leftt alone ..
just bcz we wanna b in the shadow of the deep sorrow of bieng left alone..

at least thts right with me..
i am not at all alone..
but i always lament that i am alone..

My Desolation

like a common evening brown,

i try hiding in the dry leaves of sleeping memories in the back court yard.

careful not to disturb them..

vigilant to be drab like them..

so that i no more exist.

my desolation is now complete.